You will never know (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩_-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)

You will never know, the way i feel inside . In my heart, my head and my soul.
You will never know, how i yearn, how it hurts my heart, my head and my soul.
You will never cry, until the day that i must die and know what is it in my heart,my head and my soul.
For all eternity , my one and only true love , my heart's one and only true desire.
I hate when i'm trying not to cry, and i can feel my eyes start to water and i look up to try to prevent them from falling  and they do anyway.  Then when i start crying, i thinking all about you.
I hate myself when i'm away from you.
Those memories are faded now but i won't forget it. You don't need me anymore. I want to be you're arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.
I love you so much sometimes it hurts. I'm afraid to see you with anybody else and you will never know :) ♥11